Hello,I'm so sad and depressed today. I keep crying and I'm not sure why. I kind of was snappy on Ronald because I was explaining to him through a text message I didn't know why I was feeling like I - question #10441

was, I just woke up feeling sad and alone and no purpose. He didn't reply back he totally checked out of the conversation without saying anything. So over a hour I text him and said since he checked out good night. He responded back hold on baby I'm soaking in the tub my back is in pain. So I was irritated by then and told him to just go to sleep when he get put the tub. I made a mistake and text him at 1 something a.m thinking I was texting my best friend Michelle. It went to him, he asked what was wrong tell me? I told him nothing, I will just talk to Michelle, he said ok, good night sexy. I said alright. He texted me to ask how I am doing I said a little better. I apologized to him for being snappy and I also said why I was snappy with him.Because I felt like I didn't matter to him from him just leaving the conversation without replying back to what I'm going through.he said I'm good he used to someone being snappy with him. I was like no it's not ok for me to do that, I should've just told him why I was mad at him. I told him we need better communication. Then he let me know he made it to work and I said alright. He waited a while and text me Sorry for whatever I did to make you snappy have a good night ok. I explained to him that it wasn't him and that I already was feeling sad and depressed and that I am really hurting emotionally. He haven't replied back yet because he is at work.I'm so sad and depressed, I keep crying and I don't want to take it out on him, but some of it is because he not saying much, I know he love me and he do tell me he be worried about me. Maybe hw don't know what to say I don't know. The fact that he say he used to being snappy on him, make me feel like I'm acting like his wife. She is the one with the snappy ways with him, I don't be snappy alot. I'm afraid I will run him away because I'm a emotional woman and I speak my mind. I feel like he will lose interest and stop loving me.why am I like this? I have loss a lot of my close relatives and my health isn't that great. I'm hurting from past and current traumas and the current ones do involve him. Can you please help me figure this out? I feel like he don't love me as much as I thought

February 7, 2026