Yesterday I planned a romantic evening for Ronald and I,i got us a hotel room so we could spend some time together.we was so excited all week for this day, I even paid for a earlier check in time so - question #13261

it could be more time for us. Reason is because he is still married even if he us unhappy, he still need to be at home at a descent time. He took his son's for a hair cut and was suppose to come after taking them home.his wife hadn't made it home yet. He waited for hours he said she went to go get some br a ids in her hair.i was upset he said dont be mad at him, he didn't know she was doing that he said I told you we dont talk unless its about the kids. I told him I was going home he said no keep it in case she come back early because he have a gift for me. I said ok I will try to hold off. Hours went by she still wasnt home. I was famed so I told him I was going home he figured I was mad at him but I was mad at everytime we try to be together it never go through.I saw him one time in person out of 3 in half years and we live 25 minutes away from each other.i cried the whole time I was there and through the night because I stayed by myself. I left him messages going off on him like 1:30 a.m. he was mad because it woke him and his son up i even told him how he should've called me to check to see if I was ok before going to sleep.told him I couldn't do this anymore its over.he responded and said he understand he said he was sorry and if thats how I feel he understand.he said other things too but its to lengthy but I can tell he really didn't want me to leave him.this morning I apologized for all the mean things I said to him and I was just saying out of emotions because I was disappointed, he apologized to ,he text me to check on me this eve evening with small talk, asked did I eat. But he didn't say anything else he got quiet. I feel like he being distant again retreating to his self which is not a good time for that because im still really hurt and whenever he do this it hurt me even more. Can you tell me what is going on with him is he changing his mind about me since I said those mean things to him?

April 14, 2026