[ ] So I work with the man of my dreams. But I mean this sincerely. I have loved Steve since I met him. But what I now realise and have done for a long time, is that he is my soulmate. When we - question #9510

looked at each other, it was more than attraction, desire and a crush. It was a magnetic deep yearning. We recognised each other's souls and hearts without words. Things have been hard recently. I was apart from him for 9 weeks because of summer holidays and major surgery so was off school recovering.He has a difficult and complex home life. I sense he is trapped by fear and obligation. But I need guidance so much. This is all unspoken by the way. Neither of us has declared anything. Sadly he has had to take another secondment to another school until Xmas. Isent him a gorgeous card and email. He replied with a ❤️ I miss him.I need to know how he feels and what will happen between us when he returns in January. I am worried because I hear nothing. The silence and distance is too much. [ ] So I work with the man of my dreams.But I mean this sincerely. I have loved Steve since I met him. But what I now realise and have done for a long time, is that he is my soulmate. When we looked at each other, it was more than attraction, desire and a crush. It was a magnetic deep yearning. We recognised each other's souls and hearts without words. Things have been hard recently. I was apart from him for 9 weeks because of summer holidays and major surgery so was off school recovering.He has a difficult and complex home life. I sense he is trapped by fear and obligation. But I need guidance so much. This is all unspoken by the way. Neither of us has declared anything. Sadly he has had to take another secondment to another school until Xmas. Isent him a gorgeous card and email. He replied with a ❤️ I miss him.I need to know how he feels and what will happen between us when he returns in January. I am worried because I hear nothing. The silence and distance is too much.Photos are me and him

December 18, 2025